Lester's Journal

9:00pm: oh i forgot to tell everyone that it is friends only.tell me if you need to be added.

3:37pm: And here the cry opens up and reveals the word inside
so this summer is going good. my job is basically a joke in the fact that i dont do anything. basically the job is to stay awake for hours at a time. but now that will has gone on vacation for a week, i have to work 8 hours a day for the whole time he is away. but atleast i will be getting a ton of money for working. Last night was so much fun. i went to Kristens house around 5:15ish along with Jen and Risa. we chilled there for a couple of hours then about 10:45 we started walking towards my house cause i had to be home at 12..yeah i know that is a 1 and 15 minutes away from 10:45 but we met these kids who were drivinv around that area. Then we just walked around lake nanuet for like an hour and then hung out at the top enterance aqdn then it was time for me to go home. they walked all the way home with me which i thought was fuckin awesome of them cause i live so far away from them. they are mad chill to hang out with. i had a lot of fun with them. i just took this test of "which Thursday song are you?" and i got "How Long is the Night" i cant think of how that song goes but i am ogin to listen to it cause thats what i am. haha. tonight i think i am going to nyack with everyone to see Northview and Starkiller. that should be fun. well thats all for now. and my quiz results are below if anyone cares. ba bye!

What Thursday Song Are You?
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7:00pm:

summerandsleep Magic Number 15 Job Conservationist Personality Focussed And Driven Temperament Sweet Natured Sexual Whatever, Whenever, Whoever Likely To Win The Booker Prize Me - In A Word Devious Colour Brought to you by MemeJack

6:38pm: "you still doing that shit dre?" "Hell yeah im still here aint i!"
Today was a good day even though i was grounded for cursing off my mom but i got a mother fucking job at parkers jewerly store!!!! yeah i am starting this monday or tuesday so i am going to be making mad money. I went over there and Will was working and i talked to the boss and Will showed me how to do shit and it is fucking mad easy. Will says that it is boring but not for me cause i just got the job plus i am getting money which i need very bad. I only have one more test than i am free for the fucking summer!!!! yeah i am so excited!!And since i dont have to go to school until 12:15 i get to sleep late still and it is only Earth Science regents and it is fuckin easy as hell. Well i guess thats it for today, and if anyone wants to chill after tomorrow call my cell: three.two.three.zero.six.nine.zero

6:51pm: oh NIZZLE SHIZZLE BIZZLE CATIZZLE!!!
Last night was a lot of fun. It was Ariella's sweet 16 party and it was really awesome. Even though i cant dance and really didnt dance it was still awesome. Happy Birthday Ariella!!! We should have a party like that again for absolutly no reason at all because it was so much fun. Guerz took pictures go see them at www.livejournal.com/users/died_trying. They are really funny I should learn how to dance cause i wanna dance but cant. :( but whatever. today we played a show at Olives. we did ok even though there was only about 5 kids there besides the other bands. I had fun though. I need to study for my global final but i dont want to. I am really tired and want to go in my room and sleep. i am probably going to do that after i am done typing this sentence. Nope i have more to say :-)!! i need a girlfriend or something. i want a girlfriend but to shy to get one. or not even that its just that no in my school is that cool and even semi good looking and if they are they dont want anything to do with me. sucks. well i guess im done for today peace NIGGA!!!

3:24pm: Mark my words!!!Your Dead!!
well today was ok. school went fast until i had to go to fucking gym make ups. that sucked a lot. My title for today come from a message left on Guerz' phone. Some drunk guy called his phone and was threating him because he "likes to beat up...girls" lol..they were looking for some guy named Jason or something but he called guerz 4 times. it is mad funny. Oh SHIT there is only 2 more days of full school left. i am so fucking excited! i am going to have mad fun this summer. also we had band pratice yesterday. we did really good cincidering that we havent practiced in like over a month. we also made a new song and it is fuckin good. i am getting back into the band. It isnt as much as a hassle as it used to be cause we dont have to start over. and we can now play shows and shit.so that is good. well i dont feel like writing anymore so peace.

1:36pm: ?blah?
Today sucks a lot! it is fucking raining again and it makes everything really shitty. plus my mom is pissed at me cause i cursed her oof and now i am fucking grounded which sucks cause i wanted to actually do shit this week. I am so fucking bored. i am waiting for it to be 3 so i can go to wills for his sister confermation party...lol...waht a loser i am i am actually excited to be going to a confermation party. whatever though cause i get to hang out with will. yesterady was ok..i woke up at wills house cause i slept over there and waited for it to be 1 so we could hang out with jimmy. so when it was 1:15, we went over jimmys and he was still fucking asleep. so we waited unitl like 2:15 when he called and asked if we wanted to chill. we then went to his moms house in jersey and chilled there where his mom made the best fucking french toast i have ever had. OMG!!! and mad good sausage too damn i could go for some more right now. then we left and went to Jens house and chilled there until 10ish when i went home and did absolutly nothing!i dont no why my mom wants me home and i am with friends so i can do NOTHING. grrr. i am so mad! everything just sucks ass. Even the band which i used to love so much isnt working out like it used to. i dont like having opractice anymore when i used to wait forever to have that shit. i dont like anthing anymore. i dont no why. but i am just so fucking bored with everything. i need something new to do. or i need to find a new place to go. maybe i should sleep over Guerz' house cause i have never done that haha but he doesnt have people sleep over his house. I hope this summer will be a little cool. i think it is going to be better than last atleast. me and will have decided that this summer, we are not going to be home atleast 5 out of the 7 days of the week. i hope we actually do that cause every summer i end up just sitting in my room by myself. there is only like 8 more actual class days left for school..then fucking finals start. i have to start studing for that shit cause i need to pass everything so my mom doesnt bitch out on me. Paul just called and asked if we wnated to have band practice and i had to tell him that i couldnt cause i have to go to Wills sisters party..which is good cause i dont want to practice. and shit we have a show on the 15th and we only have 3 songs. i dont want to do the show cause we will suck but jolly and paul want to do it. i want to quit the band but i also dont want to. i just want it to be like we were when botch came out but good. we used to have so much fun with the band. no one mad fun of eachother and faught, we just played music. that what is was about. the music. not anything else. now it just sucks. i also dont like playing emo. me and the rest of the band, excluding paul want to play old school NO Outlet. thats the good shit! fuck me i have to do the dishes and vacume and other house shit. GOD when is it going to be 3 oclock??? Also i just want my parents to let me be. i dont want to fucking call my mom every fuckin hour telling her what i am doing and shit. i just want to go out and do shit. they wont leave me alone with anything. she even calls my fuckin school and teachers seeing if i am doing all the work i am supossedto be doing. fuck her!!! i may not be doing every little fuckin piece of shit himework sheet but i have never ever failed a class in my life and only have gotton one D and just because she was miss perfuct fuckin straigh A's she thinks that i have to get fuckin A's too!!! and i think thats bullshit. my dad doesnt do anything to me really. he only yells at me once in a while or when ever i yell at my mom like today and last niht but whatever. i like him more than my mom. and i wish that they fuckin stop yelling at eachother cause it is making my sister act the same way as me. despressed. and i want more for her than what i had to go through. My mom always tells my dad that she is going to get a divorce but she never does. i think it might be better for everyone. well i got to go do shit. until next time.

8:44pm: "its 25 below and you're so cold
hey everyone! Sorry for not writing but i have been really busy. This weekend went so fuckin fast but i had so much fun! mad shit went down this weekend. yeah i dont want to write it all down but you can imagine. I really dont want to go to school tomorrow but i guess i have too. We also were supposed to have practice and i totally forgot about it..plus my cell was dead the whole week and no one called to remind me...Paul im sorry if you came to my house and no one was home!
I cant wait for this summer! only like 11 more days until finals start so that is fuckin sick. I think this summer is going to be one of the coolest. Hopefully anyway. But i am probably goig to get a job at mo fuckin Parkers Jewelry Store Baby!. Yeah MotherFucker Yeah! And if i do, that means mad money. YEAH!!! WEll i guess thats all for now. PEACE NIGGAS!!

10:28am: Beneath the rafters, the angels sing
well i haven't updated in a while cause nothing has really happened. School started again and once again everything sucks! The new Senses Fail cd came out and it is very good. Tonight I and going to see them at Club Static. That should be sick. Last night was good. Me, Will, Jen Erps, Melissa, and Amanda hung out. Oh yeah well since No Outlet broke up, we are trying new people out to sing for the new band and we just tried out Paul (Last name is to long to spell) He is really good! so we are going to try him out with the whole band. Thats it Later

12:55am: It's been the coldest winter of all time
Well today was pretty cool. I woke up at like 12:30 and called Guerz. I met him at the mini-mart and we went to Jolly's house. We were supposed to go to Rockland music but because Jolly likes to eat it, we didn't go. So we stayed at his house until i had to go home at like 5:30 and freakin go out to dinner with my parents and my grandma for her birthday. that sucked a lot but when i came home, Guerz came back and he staying here for the night. We are watching Swordfish. It is a great movie. I dont have anyting else to say. Peace

2:54pm: Jolly wont go to Rockland music
Jolly when you read this, you will die...no, you will want to go to Rockland Music now!!!! forget about the food and lets go.

1:58am: This sucks:

Black:
PEOPLE SUCK THE WORLD SUCKS EVERYBODY SHOULD BE
KILLED AND BLEED TO DEATH TILL THE COLD EARTH
SOAKS IN BLOOD. Well, you're angry at the
world. For reasons who knows, but you
definately hate life.


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12:25am: "I set myself up for the greatest fall of all time"
Well... Spring break is finally here!!!!yay! this week went so slow and we only had 3 days. We have like more than a week off which is mad cool. I am going to try and do something everyday with people cause i dont just want to sit alone in my house. That shit sucks a lot. On to other things...so Miley asked us today if he could be back in the band. Personally i dont really mind his singing cause he isn't that bad as everyone makes him out to be but i HATE him as a person. And i dont want everything to be fucked up again with the band cause without the band i have nothing at all. But if we have to start all over again that sucks so much. we like just got a full set with Miley and now without him, he have like 2 songs. I don't no what to do. But whatever the outcome i guess i will just have to live with it. Band practice today with Miley was really good. I think he is really good because he wants to keep the band together. He even came to practice like 10 minutes early and was the last one to leave. I wish we could just never tell him if he could be in the band or not and he would stay cool like he kind of is right now. but i don't think we can. Anywho (lol) this show saturday will fuckin kickass anyway. We are all going to go crazy...except Guerz (j/k:just fuckin with you)so everyone please show your support. I am listening to Matchbook Romance still. I fuckin love them. They are awesome. Well i guess that's all for now. latah :www.thesummerandsleep.homestead.com peace

6:38pm: Guerz!!!!!!!!
Well i would like to thank Guerz for giving me a code for this live journal. so im gonna have to copy Jolly and say: Guerz!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, This saturday is going to be No Outlet's last show. Please everyone come and support us one last time. We are hopefully going to kick ass. Also all merch will be on sale at a such low price you will shit yourself!!! Thats all for now until next time....Latah